I haven't been here for so long....felling bad :(. I lit a candle for you today and it burn for a whole year! The flicker of it comforts me. I feel I have made it now and I can cope on my own. I still miss you every single day and love that I know you are always close. Still feel tears coming when I'm sad and missing you but more at peace with things. I love you dad, always know that. You were, still are, my hero and nothing will ever change that. Love you, miss you. Xxxxx